I can hear a heart beating. And it's not my own.

The sound is coming from the floor, and I can't help but think about Edgar Allen Poe's "The Tell-Tale Heart". My mind is playing tricks on me, I'm sure of it. I've been feeling hollow and empty the last couple of days, with no motivation and emotions inside of me; the happiness and sadness that I have expressed has just been automatic - reflexes - and holds very little meaning.

I'm feeling better now, though, mainly thanks to Lise, Maiken and Marina. I met up with Lise and Maiken today after dentist, and they just walked by my side while I was like a zombie, and then, when I was finally able to cry, they held me in their arms. And then all was well. =]

MARINA IS GONNA COME VISIT ME THIS FEBRUARY AND I AM SUPER EXCITED. <333 ... now you know. xD


...so yeah, I actually should be feeling good now. But the solitude is making me a bit antsy, and it really doesn't help that I've consumed too much sugary coke. 5 liters makes me twitch, apparantly. xD And hear weird sounds, too.

Dude, fuck this, I'm going home now. At least there's people there, unlike at my Granny's empty house. xD


OVER AND OUT.